I know life there and here is very different. I understand that.

but you used that to lie to me. I trusted you.

I loved you because I know you have a huge heart

you know, the works.

kind,gentle,caring, simple, and can never hurt someone

and you’re far more different from the others

you were hurt couple of times with the same fucking reason by those stupid guys

I can never hurt your feelings, you’re one of a kind and you don’t deserve that kind of treatment. I’m not like them

sound corny but I gave you my best

but you thought otherwise

you turned into one of those guys who broke your heart and broke someone’s heart.

I’m mad crazy stupid or a weakling because even though you did that, I still want to talk to you.

(somebody kill me, please!)

what you did was hell ape shit wrong.

never

I was willing to hear your problems and heart aches because that was my job,right?

I’m here for you.

I don’t know if you’re reading this.

I never gave up on you just to be clear.

that never crossed my mind

don’t use that reason.

I never did anything wrong to you.

I never cheated or lied to you.

I never gave you reasons to do that to me.

remember that.

I dont know if its just a joke or you just really fucking hardcore lied to me

but call me stupid or something worse.

it’s fucking hard to get mad at you.

(yeah this is an open invitation to all the people who wants to slap the hell out of me)